The weekend of trying to find something… a love, a song, a version of yourself that you get to uncover — what did they say “hug the sun until you can kiss the moon” — we might as well take advantage.
the truth is I can’t sleep and it’s for a number of reasons . I guess I’m really unsettled. It’s fun because all of this is reminding me to focus on things in my life. And the things I really want to achieve which are huge — and going to bring me huge success. I just need to understand the path — really I just need to plan the path out so I could take it and achieve all my dreams quite plainly. It’s all about the plain old path. It’s my very own. And I take full responsibility for it.
should probably spend more time writing instead of watching youtube lmao…writing and reading and watching movies!
If I let my emotions get in the way I’ll never get on my way
You think you can avoid your feelings bubbling up but you can’t — you really never know the timing of a statement or a conversation can change everything
thinking in a small way while I think in a big way…no way can I continue this way …
Sitting here like I’m not gonna let myself go thru anything of the sort — best to stay calm n cool n collected always
the other night i sat there finding it so annoying that i could not and would never understand the thought process of or what it sounds like or what it feels like to be of another soul…i can look at someone and think i know, but i never really will…so why not let everyone stay a perfect mystery…
I had a thought today like, this next year I wanna put more focus on my future. Too often my thoughts and energies are distracted by some past memory — I enjoy relishing in my nostalgia but it’s kept me back there…I’m trying to move forward full force
It’s not that I don’t care….it’s just a way to protect myself from what I’m not allowing myself to know, plus I’m not interested in anything that will detract me from this course I’m on. Life is kinda all over the place. I’m seeming to find it difficult to just stay put and focus. I think I need to stop distracting myself, admittedly….
I’ll save my words for a more critical time, but everyday I wish you more and more blessings.